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From the moment
that i saw your face
and felt the fire
in your sweet embrace
i swear i knew
i'm gonna love you forever

About Me

kavii
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Sivan Amazon Forest
Widurii
Aini
Lyla
Azy
Kat
Ani
SeeTee
AntiFarahClub
ZulFadhli
ZaHH
NeS / Stefen
MonkeyMan
JeeVa
KarThik (sp)
Div Div
Cheryl
FiZah
ViDya
VaNes
MeeNa Akka (np)
SuThev
KhaBir
GuoYi
Zach a.k.a KOYAK
Ross (sens)
HaiKal (sens)
AthiYah (sens)
Zouk (sens)
ClaRis
Sean (sens)
Annie (sens)
Jessica (sens)
Baby Dollie (W46N)
YanLin
Sue (W46N)
Kenneth (W46N)
Shafiq (W46N)
Carrie (W46N)
W46N
Selin (W46N)
Cheryl (W34R)
YongHow (W34R)
XueLi (W34R)
HidaYah (W34R)
LorenZo (W34R)
ShiLa (W34R)
Azura (W34R)
KukuMaran (rp)
GuoYi
tOki (rp)
May (W46N)
RiZal
Yusri (RP)
Yanzi a.k.a Mangkuk

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Friday, June 19, 2009


i've finally turned 19!
haha..
celebrated de bdae wit de family at div's place..
since it was mum's bdae de next day, we shared de cake cutting session!
love my bdae gift!
mum's bdae gift was pretty cool too.
played lots of games..ate truckloads of food..took even more pics!
was super duper fun!
i miss my cuzzies!...:)

love you deep deep.

Friday, May 08, 2009

"Cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door.
so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
thought i knew for a minute, but i don't anymore
and i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
and you flashback to when he said, forever and always"

love you deep deep.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

well..let's see..
i got dumped by my bf..
"therapy" session with AL, Z and A went well.
love the fact tt these guys are always ard for me.
met some of the clan for dinner yst..
called them at 2..n met them at 5..lol
somehow..we're totally into spontaneous meetings!
Z culdn't make it..which was a total waste!
S, J, AL, A, W and me had pizza! AS USUAL!
haha.
A was complaining abt the stupid service..
her chicken took one whole fuckin hour to arrive!
goodness.
AL was being an ass the whole time..nth new there.
they're all tryna get me and S together!!
aiyoooo!
S and i are FRIENDS.period.
ZZ, de cuckoo lazy ass of a girl...met us at ard 7
reli miss tt bitch man....haizzz
wish we had more time to chat..
but, as we all know, i have a fuckin curfew.
crap.

love you deep deep.

Monday, March 23, 2009

haha..
ok ok..
i knw it has been quite some time since i last blogged...
fuckin lazy sia!!!
hahaha...
so anyways..
march is comin to an end..
has been an eventful month la...
went to climb some tree top thingy with de cousins...
during the 1st week of march...

was kinda fun...n kinda high tooo...WOOO!!


the cousins came over during the 2nd week of march..went bowling at WC Recreation!!
haha..it was fun..went to WC hawker centre for dinner...WEEEE!!

attended a wedding on sat...de bride is a friend of the family..saw truckloads of familiar faces!


love you deep deep.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

thaipusam was fun...
16 fam members, includin myself...
we stood at a certain area...opp plaza sing...
n din move from there...for solid 3 hours!
haha...
satheeshh kept runnin ard, taking free food for all of us..
hahaha...cute stuff...
saw loads of familiar faces..
saw some of the RP brothers!
hahaha...
family friends...
so yea...
was hopin to see ramu...but...he stayed at de temple...
divya was happily takin abt de cute guy tt she saw..
n de twins were droolin over pretty indian girls!
hahaha...fun fun...

de morning of valentines day was bad.
ramu gave me a big card...(which was super SWEEEEETTT!!!)
he stayed up till 6 in the morn...
making this super big card for me..
n i cried at his place..cos i knew i couldn't bring it back home...
haiz...:(
if tt wasn't bad enough....
we were s'pose to go to palawan beach with simon n shirin...
but shirin had msged ramu in the mornin..
saying tt simon said he had "food poisoning"...n can't make it!
ARGGHH!
so..after much talkin..n convincing...
they came over to ramu's place..
den we found out..tt simon din have food poisoning..
he has havin a freakin HANGOVER!!!
too much to drink the night before.
cuckoo simon!
v day improved tremendously after tt la...
went to palawan....chilled...
swam for an hour...
had a sandball fight..
hahaha..
ramu threw a sandball tt hit me right on the BUTT!
idiot!
hahaha...
after we were done showering n all..
decided to go to WC hawker centre for dinner..
we were STARVING!!
dinner was awesome...
reached home at 9.15..
so dad was kinda pissed..
ah well...watever.

love you deep deep.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

haha..
the last week of skl was super BLEAHH!!
de only day tt was happening was on wednesday!!
haha..
my wonderful faci, Grace, started class at 8.50..
n ended class at 9.30!
hahaha..
she ordered pizza and KFC for de whole class..
fuyooo!!
free food always taste so much beta!!
hahaha...
we bought her a tee from LEVI'S...

haha..she loved it!!..
YAY!

haha..
(can u see ramu in the background??..he's not even in my class la!!)
anyways, ramu's faci was not as cool as mine..
haha..after skl, he had soccer pratice.
so i decided to visit ibu!
hahaha..
but ibu said she was going out..
so i called jee, ahmad, zach and wid..
hahaha..
zach was not free...n wid was too lazy to meet us..
so after meetin jee..we went to chill at wid's place..
ahmad joined us later...
he brought his super ex camera...
so we bullied him n took lots of pics..
azy joined us after tt...
played truth or dare...
azy's dare was lyk..WOOOOOOOO!!!
hahaha..
if only zach was there to see it......................
*winks at azy*
had dinner with ahmad n jee...
they sent me back home..
such sweet bros!
LOL!


note to zach:
u can get pics and vids of azy's dare from ahmad n jee..hehe.

love you deep deep.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

haha..
has been awhile since i blogged..
new yr party at WC park was a blast!
haha..
had loads of fun!

yr 2 is gonna end soon..
haiz haiz...
yr 3 is gonna be hell..
eww..i dun like.

karthig took out the screws n plates in his leg..
most prolly gonna start playin soccer again.
ramu is busy studyin n playin soccer..
n tryna dazzle all the girls he know!
cuckoo!
hahahaha..

azy is ATTACHED!!
muhahahaha...
yan is cool.
azy is totally INTO him...
HAHAHA!!

azy n i made new friends!
some random indian guys in skl..
hahaha..
played taboo with them..
funny ppl..
azy has a thing for one of them now.
bleahhhh....lol..

bought a new phone!!!
weeeeee..
like finally!
n i'm in lurveeee with it!
haha..

oh!!...it's de 18th today!
hahaha..
happy 14th monthsary ramuuuu!!
WOOT!

love you deep deep.

Thursday, December 18, 2008


walked ard..
saw the dress..
liked it...
tried it..
wanted to buy it...
knew that mum would be cool wit it..
reli wanted to buy it...
thought abt dad...
started to hesitate...
thought abt what he would say...
still wanted to buy it...
thought abt how he may actually throw the dress away..
decided not to buy it..
took a pic of it to remind myself tt life sucks...
it reli does...haiz...

it seriously sucks to be born as an indian girl..
or maybe it jus sucks to be born as an indian girl in dis family..
can't be out after 8:30...
can't wear wat i wanna wear..
everything has to go thru some form of "security check"..
if i wanna go out..it's like some interrogation...
i have to give very specific details abt every single thing!
if i wanna buy something, i have to think abt what my parents would say n react..
i always end up choosin clothes according to what they think i should wear...
how abt what i want?!
for once i jus wanna be able to buy a skirt or a dress without having to think abt everything other den myself...
ok..maybe the stayin out late thingy...kinda acceptable la..
they're jus lookin out for me..
but to give restrictions on what i should wear?!
i'm not gonna dress up like some slut n walk the streets..
it's a long fuckin' dress for goodness sake..
n it doesn't have a low fuckin' neckline...
it's simple..it's sweet...
n it's for christmas!
ARGHH!!!
fucked up.

p.s: i still want that dress......

love you deep deep.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

HAHAHA..
the bf n i bought bubble tea from one of the foodcourts in skl..
he was happily drinkin his when he showed me tt his cover had his initial on it..
de next thing i know..he getting all excited n pointin at my cover..
n my cover...had my initial on it too!!!
i was lyk...ERMMM!!
hahhaha..
was kinda cool...but reli weird...freaky...uh-huh...hmmmm...

well..as u all know..
de bf is still as crazy as ever..
went shoppin with him yst..
cos i needed a new bag!..
haha..bought a couple of tops too..
gossiped abt some indian girl who couldn't stop starin at me..
god-knows-why...
annoying creatures.

happily watchin russell peters...in aini's mp4..
haha..
it was ard this point of time..tt i received a phone call from some random number..
only to find out tt it was ramu...calling from nithya's phone..
he was in SCHOOL!!!
n he DIN BRING HIS PHONE!!
aiyooooooooooo...
he din wanna come to skl..but he tot i would be in skl..
hahaha..
cuckooooooo...

ok...dis was the day when i was freakin stressed up..
cos ramu din reply me...nor ans my calls...
i tried callin his cousin..tt fellow's phone..got problem!
so i thought that ramu was not plannin to come to skl..

so i decided not to go to skl either!
chilled with azy n aini in mac!
oh yea...azy rebonded her hair..
hahaha..
look so Japanese-fied!

went bowlin with the cousins on sunday..
even my mum joined in the fun!

hahaha..bowled at west coast recreation centre..
the classic moment was when satheeshh fell into the lane!
hahaha...
reminds me of how i fell when i was bowling with ahmad n azy...in chevrons..JANG!!
anyways, went to WC hawker centre for dinner
food was gd as usual!
started talkin abt being fit n all...
asked suthev to flex his muscles...haha.
n i was lyk..WOAHHH!!

we celebrated the twins bdae on the same day as the deepavali celebration!
they turned 14...

bloody hell..
they dun even look 14!
haha..
they're wearing the shirts that hemma, sivan n i bought for them from bugissss!
weeee...i like!

the final deepavali celebration at uncle's place..
haha..
was FUNNN!!
had a 50 mins dance floor thingy going on..
so yea..
even though something pierced my toe..
n i had to put a freakin plaster over it cos it din stop bleedin after my aunt digged de offensive thingy out..
yuck.

love you deep deep.

Friday, November 21, 2008

well...
it's gonna be a bunch of random ramblings again....

ramu n i have been together for ONE YEAR!
i'm lyk...stunnned!
hahaha..
maybe cos i nvr expected anything much from my previous relationships..
being with ramu changed everythin i guess!
weeee...

i'm so sick of skl..
can't wait for it to end...
a few more weeks!..
ARRGGHHH!!
i have to endure...i MUST!!

there's some stupid CB bangla cock fellow..
who sits at the same place everyday..
n stares at my house..
tt is jus so effing freaky..
he insists on sitting there every single day..
giving some stupid indian actor pose..
talkin on the phone lyk as though he owns de whole fuckin place..
n lookin at my kitchen window...for lyk..god knows how many hours!
KNN.

i'm gettin fat.
seriously.
cos of my stupid gastric prob, i have to eat ALOT!
makes me feel so goddamn bloated..
n fat.
ramu's gonna run away if i dun do somethin abt it ASAP!

i miss my sec skl friends..
every single one of them...
(maybe except azy la..cos i see her cuckoo face everyday)
hehehe..
but yea..
de thing is..my parents are being all curfew-ish on me..
dad feels tt i go with my friends too often...(huh?)
tt itself..is lyk...WTH??
so he says tt i can't go out n all..
i'm fuckin bored at home!!!
ARGGHH!!!
kill me.

love you deep deep.